Lots has changed since the last time I posted. The poly family exploded. Or imploded. Or something. But that experiment is over. Both of us have deleted our FetLife profiles and we’re being vanilla. Or at least living vanilla. I don’t know where exactly C is right now with the kink thing, whether he feels it at all or is in the part of his cycling where he wants nothing to do with it. I believe it’s the latter.

It would be simpler if I felt the same way, but I’m still wishing I could explore and play. It’s just part of who I am. It took a while after the chaos of a specific event from this summer before I had an interest in playing again, but it’s still there, running through my veins.

So not sure if this blog is dead, or has to morph into something different. Trying to resurrect my faith life as well.

It’s an interesting, thoughtful time around here…not bad…just different…

Blessings,
Raven